Second love..

Let me wear your cloths..let me smell you..
I want to cover the distance..i want to be you..
You won't be mine..i can understand the reason behind..
But may i ask you one thing..
Can we stay together..can we shine..
I so badly want you.. i so want you right now..
We can't stay together..we both have our reasons..
I know i can't be the one for you..but still i want to be with you..
Please come & kiss me one last time..give me the love i was waiting..Please be kind.. Please understand what i am going through.. Please stay here for a while..
I have so much to tell you.. i have so much to hear from you
Tell me that you don't love me..last time..& go with the love of your life..
Let me stay here ..let me feel broken..
But just come closer to me & whisper..i was & i am the second love of your life..
Yes..the second love of your life...

Jhagda...

Tum ladti kyu nhi mujhse..
Ek din jhunjhala kar wo puchh baitha..
Me tumse baat karte karte kaheen kho jata hun..
Tumhe apni sunaani hoti hai..Me apni suna kar bhag jata hun..
Kabhi waqt pe nhi milta tumse..Ya yun kahun waqt nhi mere pas tumhare liye..
Tum phir bhi jab milti ho to Tumhari ankho me wahi pyar dikhta hai mujhe..
Tum ladti kyu nhi..Tum bigadti kyu nhi..Bolo kuchh..Bolti kyu nhi..

Main..Main ladu tumse?? Bigadu tum par..Tumhe chale jane ka bahana de dun?? Tum chahte ho jo hak tumne mujhe diya hi nhi..

Tumse main wo hak le lun?? 

Ek sannata chha jata hai.. or wo mujhe gale se laga leta..

Gussa ata hai ??

Kuchh puchhna hai tumse..Zara waqt ho to puchhu lun..
Wo bhari bheed me jab ham mil kar bhi mil nhi paate..Hath tak zara chhu nhi paate..Kya us bheed par tumhe bhi gussa aata hai??
Wo bat jo bas dikhaawe ke liye hai..Us baat me jazbaat nikal nhi pate..is baat pe kya tumhe bhi gussa ata hai..
Jis tarah tumse na milne ki tadap se ansoo ruk nhi pate  aisi tadap par tumhe bhi gussa ata hai..
Chand sawaali ankhe jab hamein ghoorne lagti hai..Rishte par latkati is talwar par..Kya tumhe bhi gussa ata hai..
Mere zehan ke chubhte sawaal  jo tumse me puchh nahi paati...Mere in sawaalo par kya  tumhe bhi gussa ata hai..?

नाजायज़ मोहब्बत मेरी..

नाजायज़ मोहब्बत मेरी...
मोहब्बत मेरी हमेशा से नाजायज़ थी..
पर जायज़ क्या है..मुझे इसकी भी तो खबर ना थी...
वो ज़रा दिख भी जाता तो दिल को क़रार आ जाता था..
इससे ज़्यादा क्या मेरी सांसो की ज़रूरत थी.
उसे देख कर बालों को संवार लेती थी..
नज़र मिल जाये तो मुस्कुरा के नज़र झुका लेती थी..
ये नज़रें ही तो थी जो मुझे जान से प्यारी थी..
ज़्यादा कहां मेरी ख्वाहिशों से यारी थी..
चलते चलते जब हाथ टकरा जाते थे..
दुनिया से छुप कर जब होंठ मिल जाते थे..
वो ना था मेरा..ना मैं ही उसकी थी..
ये जायज़ मोहब्बत मेरी..कितनी नाजायज़ थी..
कितनी नाजायज़ थी।